The first part of my break was wrecked by my overwhelming sadness. Therapy just confirmed that I am depressed. The rain ruined most of the free outdoor activities I had planned for the kiddies. Then all the family stuff got crammed into the past 3 days, so I didn't feel worse about crying in bed for the first 3 days of break.
Sigh.
The minute we walked back into the house from our day trip to the Intrepid, this sense of dread and sadness washed back over me. I literally sat on hubby's lap and had myself a quick cry. I have so much stuff to do the minute I walk into work tomorrow, it's making me nauseas:
- Proposal for assistance and support with my program
- Get tickets and program printed for my open mic show (annual event that I award a scholarship for)
- Report Card grades
- Practice, practice, practice for the show
- Prep for our next program trip
- Figure out what the hell I'm going to teach for the next 6 weeks
- sigh, sigh, sigh, sigh
Lord, I am grateful for having a job. I'm just so overwhelmed with it.
1 comment:
I completely understand the back-to-work blues. My students don't believe me when I tell them I'm more excited than they are about summer vacation. I only have 21 days to go and then I can spend more quality time with Ariana.
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